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Coca-Cola, an effervescent elixir, capable of quenching more than thirst. Fried chicken, a down home delight, a comfort food in times of need. Oh, the food I cannot eat! So tempting, so delicious. Twix, a personal favorite, my good job treat. Peppermint tea, a soothing remedy, an aid for a good night's rest. Oh, the food I cannot eat! So appealing, so appetizing. Brownies, warm from the oven, an intoxicating scent. Glazed salmon, sweet with honey, an escape from a long day. Oh, the foods I cannot eat! So inviting, so savory.

It hurts to see you now Knowing how different it was long ago I see you With your liquid poison in one hand And stick of death in the other Why can’t you see? That you’re dying Right here Right now Can I ask you a question? Is it worth it? You’re slitting your wrists You've done it before Blood came out and you didn’t care The knife in your hand It made you so happy Why? Why? Isn’t there more to life Than this? The way you don’t care Makes me angry inside Do you even know who I am? Do you even care? You’re dying Before my eyes With your liquid poison in one hand And stick of death

Before I go I must say I love you I love you More than the earth itself But I must go I must grab my bag And disappear Into the night Where I will go I cannot say But as hard as it is To leave Staying would hurt more I know Deep down inside You still love me No matter how little it shows I know you love me No matter how much you curse I know you love me No matter how much you hit me I know you love me No matter how much you drink I know you love me No matter how many pills you take I know you love me No matter how many cigarettes you smoke I know you love me No matter how many time you ignore me I know you love me

In your words I live Not before or after Our souls combine and intertwine But what happens when two viruses collide? I love you with all I am No matter how sick you make me I’m addicted to you As you are to me I despise you As you despise me Love and Hate go hand in hand Together till we cease being For each other we long It’s a life sentence My worst addiction My greatest love

Four souls contained in silence Forsaken and Forgotten Their destinies are tighly bound Within a book They signed their lives away

Children, so softly sleeping Awaken and listen Come with me We'll dance with demons Grab my hand We'll walk among vamipres Follow me into the Darkness Do not be afraid I'll keep you safe You do trust me, don't you?

Cry and shout out Scream and holler Keep on moving Go! Save yourself Monster inside Buried deep down Set the beast free Watch it escape Run, children, run Hide yourselves The night is cover You're safe for now Coming faster The beast behind Cannot escape You're done for now

He is not an Edward. He doesn't stare at me every minute he is with me. Or smell my hair and watch me sleep. Won't follow me, like a lost puppy, Sometimes, he'll even walk away. He doesn't love me for my faults, It's in spite of them. He'll notice pretty girls, even think of past lovers… When he laughs at me, it's because I'm silly, Not cute Or Perfect. The thought of me getting hurt does not bring tears to his eyes. He would not die if I died, He is not an Edward. And I am not a Bella. We are real. Our love is real. And that, Is more important, and genuine Than idealistic, impossible fantasies. Screw Edward.